Well, I just got married yesterday. My poor baby has to work tonight, otherwise we'd spend it cuddling.

I don't even know where to begin... it was a small, but great wedding. We were kindof nervous... I woke up snuggling next to Sean on a couch. He left with Starla and Cole and I spent the morning showering and pampering myself. It wasn't until about 4:00 when they got back and everyone else started to show up that I freaked out. Starla and I went into the bedroom to do our makeup and get dressed. Everyone else went to the set location. My Uncle Tim stayed with us, as he was walking me in. It was then that I started to freak out so terribly that I was hypervenelating. I kept thinking,"This is it... but it's happeing too fast, everything is going around me 100 mph!"

So then Starla, me, and Uncle Tim go down stairs to the location. Starla walked out there first, and then Uncle Tim and I did. Sean was the first one I saw, and I was so happy that everything else didn't matter. He was so handsom.

Uncle Tim gave me to Sean, then went to sit with mom and Aunt Mary, and Joel, who was doing the ceremony for us, welcomed everyone there, and then made small jokes with me and Sean to help ease us a little, which I was thankful for.

The ceremony began. I didn't really hear or pay attention to anything, I just looked at Sean, and locked eyes with him. I think that was the longest I ever looked anyone in the eyes. But Sean has such sexy dark brown eyes that you could just melt into them. When it came time for Sean to speak his vows I got so nervous again that my left leg couldn't stop shaking. His vows were so sweet that I started to tear up. But I forced myself to calm down, and concentrated on not crying. Then I spoke my vows. And then there was the exchanging of the rings. Sean's hand was slightly shaking when I put his ring on.

And then we were pronounced husband and wife and got to kiss... and then we did that rose ceremony that I wanted to do. After that, I couldn't help but go kiss him again and wrap my arms around him for a giant squishy. Then we had pictures, and went to the resturant. My Uncle Tim was nice enough to pay for everyone! It was so sweet of him... we're going to have to give them a BIG thanks for that. We showed my family the house that we got. They thought it was really nice.

One of Sean's friends, Miller, had a certificate for a free night at the Best Western, and gave it to us, so for our honeymoon we were there. It was a really nice, really big room. I had a headache when we got there, but a little loving fixed that right up. It was honestly the best love I've ever recieved. Full of tender kisses... and sweet whispering. I loved to hear,"I love you" and "Espher, you're so sexy." No one has ever spoiled me with that. It was great. But I won't go into much more detail about that.

Tonight I'm going to do laundry so we can move more stuff to our new house. Tomorrow we're going to get my ID and whatnot. I'm excited. I love Sean so much!