11:33 pm - As Good As It Gets is on... I absolutly LOVE this movie! The gay guy, Simon, is awesome, love him to death. And I adore the little doggie! I don't know what kind it is, but I want one -oogles over it- And the girl, she's my idol... I love how she's just so nice to everyone, and open, yet blunt and sarcastic when she needs to be.

11:55 pm - After spending the past 22 minutes searching the web for what kind of dog is on As Good As It Gets, I finally found out! Verdell is a ... drum roll please.... Brussels Griffon! They are about $550 or more... that's a lot of money, but I'd so pay it for the adorable cuteness of one like in the movie!
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12:10 am - As Good As It Gets is on AGAIN! For yayness! I adore the gay guys! It makes me want to be a full fledged lesbian, just to find someone like Simon has. Oooh, the cafe scene... I'm so hungry... I want a BLT with cheese on it, and french fries, and a grilled cheese sandwich, and a cheesburger plain, and chocolate milk, and waffles, and toast with jelly on it, and scrambled eggs, and baby red potatoes soaked in butter, and mozzerella sticks, and chocolate cake, and strawberry shortcake, and carrots with ranch, and a salad, and... I think you get my point. Why am I always so hungy?!

12:27 am - I found some food! Bowl Appetit's Herb Chicken flavored Vegetable Rice. Yum...

12:35 am - The part where they beat up Simon in As Good As It Gets just got over. I hate that part. How can people be so crule?

12:48 pm - The Bowl Appetit thing was really gross... so I made myself some oatmeal. This is good stuff...

1:07 am - Oh god! An Ovaltine commercial. I thought those were gone for good! I hate those commercials... they way over act how 'everyone' like Ovaltine... it's pathetic. LOL.. A gieco commercial mocking hair loss commercials. "With this new hair I am acing every game." Bwah... hilarious.

1:20 am - Wanting to go take a shower, but I don't want to miss the movie. I really want to shave, but I wont until just before the wedding. It's always easier to shave to pure and utter smoothness when you let your hair grow a little longer than stubbles. Sean and I were trying to hold of on sexual gratification until the wedding, but we haven't been sucessful. After my forced period, we made love... and I felt so self-conscious about my self, for being a little hairy... I can't wait to shave!!!! I know Sean doesn't like the whole not shaving thing... which makes me feel even worse. But then I get a little upset. Why is it that we women have to do so much to please a man? Why do we have to shave our legs, under arms, and private section and always be smooth? Do they not realize how difficult it is for us to stay smooth constantly? And then they get grossed out when we're prickly. I'm in a stage where I just want to vow off shaving for good. I shouldn't have to shave just to please someone! What do men do for us? They don't have to do a damn thing and we're still happy with them. We're still attracted to them. But we skip a day, or a week of shaving, and they aren't as attracted to us. That's just fucked up, no?

1:30 am - I'm MSN messanging Starla. She told me that she signed the marriage licence. Sean had taken it to Raymer(an ordained person) to fill out, and then to Cole to take home so that he and Starla can sign it. This way tomorrow Sean can get the licence back from Cole, and take it to housing Friday morning so that we can get our house. I'm so excited about that. But does this mean that our anniversary is on the 26th, or is it on the 28th, which would be the day of our marriage? Starla says that our annaversary would be on the 28th... and I think I would like that as well...

2:28 am - "You're beautiful, your skin, your long neck, the line of you, your back... you're why cavemen chisled on walls" That's one of my favorite parts in As Good As It Gets. It's just so sweet what he says to her. Why can't real men be as sweet as gay men?

3:22 am - I'm getting tired... -yawn- Family Guy is on... it's a pretty funny show. I love little Stewy...

3:40am - I think I'm going to go to bed now... so tired....