Some people can just amaze you. They have this charisma inside them that just pours from every part of their being without them even knowing it. These are good people. If you need two hands to count the good people we know in this life, then consider yourself lucky. Hold on to them for as long as you can and make sure they know how wonderful they are. There aren't many of them.

You know, Sean and I haven't had a 'perfect' relationship (though, has anyone? Ever?). We've had our fair share of ups and downs, just like everyone else I guess. And while there are times that he has hurt me really badly or done the wrong thing by me, I know he really does love me and cares for me, very much.

Sometimes its easy to look back on a relationship through rose-coloured glasses, to think of only the bad things and why you're better off without them. Sometimes doing this can give you the strength to leave someone that you really are better off without. So maybe, in some situations, its a good thing.

But then on the same token, it can be just as easy to look back on a relationship and think of all the good things.

I've realised that I've spent a small part of this diary bagging Sean or explaining things that have gone wrong or things he's done to hurt me. There are entries in here about great times that we've had together, but here's a little explanation of the person he can be, though it won't even come close to doing his justice.

Sean would have to, undoubtedly, be one of the funniest people I have ever met, if not the funniest. He's got a goofy, silly sense of humour, he makes funny noises, pulls strange faces and comes up with some of the wackiest, craziest things I've ever heard. For example: "And the pickles"(in a high pitched annoying voice, openly joking about being gay(thought he's not), this funky wierd little dance he does just to hear me laugh, the list goes on and on (I will come back to this later and add more when I think of them!).

Sean supports me in anything I wish to do. He encorages me to be the best I can be. And he always lets me know that he loves me, that he thinks I'm smart and beautiful(though sometimes I have to ask for it when I really need it). He's the only male that validates my feeling. This is the only man that I know who would sell his collection of 'Girls Gone Wild' for me. For me! Something he shouldn't have to do, but is doing because he loves me. If that doesn't show unconditional and undying love, I don't know what else would!

Basically Sean is a lovely person. He is a good person, an intelligent person... A wonderful man. I'm glad I get to spend forever with him.

And I love him, more than life. I really, truly, madly do.