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{Name} Espher
{Alias} Yokut, Amarice, Evraema, Ankhensentefnut, Seraphin, Guzzle-gut, Llynya, Sekhmet, Izadore, Nympho
{Age} Eternal
{Tresses} Black
{Oculi} Emerald
{Height} 5'7"
{Weight} 130 lbs
{Piercings} Nose, Earloabes(x2), Cartilage
{Tatoos} None
{Love} Sean
{Companions} Anukis
{Religiosity} Eclectic
{Sun Sign} Gemini
{Chinese Zodiac} Rat
{Indian Zodiac} Mithun
{Element} Air/Water
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{Consuming} Nothing
{Annoyed with} Nothing
{Detesting} Nothing
{Osho Zen Card} Nothingness
{Surfing} Rainbow Springs



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2004-07-26 - 9:22 a.m.
The One Where Her Lament Echoes Go Unheard

s m o o t h

Bluegreen and unseen red

It would take a swipe [clean&quick]

.:And I would know:.

Missing the old sadness, when I was more aware. Now in unfamiliar territory of an ignorant depression.

Lifeismovingtoofastformetopayattention

I know there's blood but I have to draw it to be sure

As certain as the truth, so I can trust it once more

Curlupfetalposition.forsaken.undeserving.indenial.crying.apathetic.

Not understanding, but do I need to understand for the earth to turn and people to breathe? And when involving another living creature there is no warrent to wonder though selfishness.

//Impossible.

Everything seems expendable.

Put me in the cupboard and take me out when you want to play because I am expendable. The pepper for your steak and just there to mix things up a bit when you need variety. I don't know why I'm pepper, I want to be meat. But even in my yearning and indifference I am ground up nonetheless.

Anyeverything in excess is too much.

Life.

I've been popping pills like /candy/.

Numb the pain in my constant headaches.

Sedate the pain in my heart.

||take|me|out|of|the|sheets||



Plagued - Purged